When I watched some Blogs and Vlogs this morning, again being visually confronted with pictures of tortured Life, abused and used by Other Life, by itself, so to speak, I again became overwhelmed and like mentally paralyzed by all the thoughts about these things in my mind. First it starts with: ok, absolutely clear where the problem is... just programming, mindpossessed people serving the purpose of a system, not knowing what they are doing, you know that from your own life experience, take an example from this event, do a vlog or blog about this... and there is the other point of realizing myself in the frightened eyes of a tortured animal I saw on one of the pictures and then I 'think' ok, do a blog about that as well, and then it starts to become overwhelming, thoughts mix up and I have so very much to say and then comes the counterstrike of the mind stating that people won't understand you anyway, no use of writing or vlogging about it, it is useless and over and over etc. etc....
So here I am sitting now writing a blog about not being able to write a blog. Very interesting. So I come back to the point where it started, watching vlogs and videos about the madness of human everyday life, people hurting other people because they are totally mind possessed, the delinquent and the victim in equal measure, because both are participating in a system, a scheme that operates likewise, in order to finish in a result where one is being violated and the other one mentally satisfied with a quick fixing ego push. And the only real sustaining achievement of all this is the strengthening of the minds, the amplification of the psychosis of both sides, and the physical damage and pain, of course.
Fascinating, there it is, during writing, clarity recurs...
But still, it always hits me like a flashing, when I see or have to watch animals suffering, unnecessairily, bearing the most unbearable and unthinkable pain, obviously suffering and frightened as hell, when they watch out at their torturers through the rusty staves of their cages, shivering and drooling in agony they do not blame! Their expression seems more like a calling 'hey, look! Wake up, damnit! Can't you see that you hurt and kill yourself in me? Here I am, I am YOU, You are ME, we Live here TOGETHER! LOOK AT ME! Not at that silhouette that you interpret and categorize in your mind as a sign stimulus, combining it with all kinds of emotions, concepts and knowledge like: #CAT#NASTY#FURTIVE#WEAK# or PIG#DUMB#TASTY#STINKING#DIRTY#ROSY# or FOX#USELESS#GREEDY#NICE_FUR#,
Lookt at Life when you look at me, look at the EXPRESSION of me!'
- And at some point, when the suffering has become too much to bear anymore, you can observe the moment of resignation. When they realize that it is hopeless, that they will never ever be heard, that they wont be able to reach them, because their baiters are absolute 100% deaf, dumb and blind, then you no longer see that expression, they become just a zombie like Creature, moving less and less, they slump down, no more appearent sign of life to see. They become like their 'masters', lifeless robots, organic machines.
We need to stop ourselves, definetly. It is clear and obvious that human life like it is, our motives, plans, ideologies, values and cultural developments are leading to total madness, meaningless, destructive, short sighted, barbaric, primitive.
I wouldn't promote anything in this world, I would never try to find solutions for humanity, on the contrary, I would do anything to accelerate the self destructive process of humanity in order to free this planet from its parasites, if I wasn't convinced hat we actually CAN free ourselves as life, and if I hadn't proved this by living the practical solutions by myself. We CAN change, but we MUST analyse ourselves, find out what we have become, deprogramm the structural concepts of our mind consciousness system, give up on our habitual self centered state of mind as individual 'fighters'. Remove ANY idea of Separation. There is none. It is always just imagination, whatever you separate yourself from. We are one and equal as life, and therefore we are all together responsible for what we have created. Noone else to blame, not an easy way to walk here, in order to free yourself you will HAVE TO FREE ALL.
That is our responsibility, now that we see.